listening to gloria estefan's 'anything for you' and now, whitney houston's 'i will always love you' .. hmm gak ampe segitunya jg sih. but realizing that today's my first saturday night back to 'single' status, kinda make me go gloomy. not to mention, it's kinda raining outside. too damn mellow to even think about enjoying myself!

i cant believe i'm back in the stage where i'm missing someone who i think, doesnt even miss me back. damn! this is getting too patronized, better break out!

end of the road :: boyzIImen in the background, and the rain begins to pour down once again. it's been raining all day, and so do i. felt so damn lonely. and i hate the fact that i need someone to hold and be my grip once again.

shit banget deh klo lagi begini nih!!

one :: U2
> sial lagunya tambah menggila di malam menggila sendirian ini.. why why why???!!!!!!

the hardest thing :: 98 degrees, sial lagunya yahoo! launch cast radio yang station 'breaking up is hard to do'... lagian what's my point juga by listening to that particular station.. like i'm obligated to feed my dying feelings gitu deh.

i'd rather leave when i'm in love :: rita coolidge...
hmm, this song and it's title kinda intrigued my mind a lil bit... nice concept!

*i'll never fall in love again :: burt bacharach.. this song is really funny! hahahaha
*i'm not in love :: 10cc, it's nice as well, we usually hear it in another version.
*insensitive :: jann arden .. penting nih kayaknya to become insensitive
*king of pain :: the police, still hope that everytime i get these feelings, he'll eventually feels the same way.